Can't Forget About You

Who coulda seen it? Im this close to my goal....
I stand strong, still 100% in the red zone,
SEE this money got me runnin' like chickens with head gone,
or pidgeons when bread's thrown...just listen to dead wrong,
BIGGIE said it best, Just 'take notes' and 'relax',
I was 9-to-5'n it. Puttin coats on the racks,
but I had to hang it up for spittin dope on these tracks,
So we went our seperate ways, for that Kobe and Shaq,
Alicia Keys, Feeling unbreakable as plexi-glass is,
in my dreams see more Toast, than wedding glasses,
and now every song they be like "that's a classic".
cash is...for studio time, for the rest there's plastic.
I never could remember a rhyme til' I was nine
spittin unpredictable lines, 10 minutes to five,
and wouldn't stop til' dinner was time,
Then I would dream of the day when DRE would get his 15 minutes to shine....and.

Now my style is....straight to the point like a stylus,
I'm wild'n and ready to re-Klein like I'm Calvin,
you n1ggas NUTS like Chipmunks and I'm Alvin,
FORGET GETTING SIGNED, these labels Shallow as Hal is,
The thought of it alone? A MILE from Nostalgic,
as Hollow as a tomb, yet my rhymes did astound him,
My music Moved him, Lyrics touched his spirit,
took Miracles to hear it, but NOW? UP THE VOLUME,
and Still can't forget about YOU. The unforgettable Truth,
Standing Behind me like the Heel of a Shoe.
Cuz A-Sharp with the Lyrics is true.
And we brothers now, So I can see that this is killing you Too.
I never could remember a rhyme til' I was nine
spittin unpredictable lines, 10 minutes to five,
and wouldn't stop til' dinner was time,
Then I would dream of the day when DRE would get his 15 minutes to shine....
[Sharp]

Letter To.....

Is it possible? To fall in love at the 1st optical?
I HAVE. Seeming like she is perfect to dissolve into....

A Null issue. That means it seems there's No obstacles.
I think it has a lot to do with me having the hots for you//

Why lie? We connected like Wi-Fi. My eyes.....was changing colors at the sight of her. Tye-Dye.
I'm under her like a star to the lime light. Waiting til the time's right.
To wife.

And ummm....I know this might seem random.
but I feel like me and you would make a mean Tandem.

hold you like you kidnapped. Kisses for the ransom.
you stand out like you mismatched. The 'Misses' for my mansion.

I sir, am Wired. I might have to wife her.
You'll understand once I describe her.

She's mixed. Black and White, and she love to hit them high notes.
She know a lot of players, but she always seem to like those.

She even taught me how to touch her with my eyes close.
Closed eyes. Make me say "Oh My".

and you've never heard a thing, If you've never heard her sing.
Urban Queen. She's my escape route like it's an emergency.

When I gotta get away from the CHAOS that goes on.
I bring her out. Swear I never seen her with clothes on.

Lock my room door, and presume to turn her on.
I'm touchin her scales, like a mermaid, she's in a pond.

I push the right buttons....and she start to make it clap.
I'm zoning now, we making a beat. Sharp's latest Track.

Hard-Body...I got L-O-V-E for,
Sweet core, sparkle like the sea floor,

Even when I'm with her, I still feel like I need more.
I swear I'm in Love with my Keyboard........


[Sharp]

Bored at Work

Love. Such an easy word to say.
Meanings misinterpreted. Even when it's expressed in a worthless way.
It hurts to say. I fall in LOVE too fast see.
Quick to catch feelings like a doctor threw a tooth at me.
Fill-ins....it's just a quick fix for fiend. Nicotine.
Love at first sight, vision blurred. I need Mr. Clean,
My life is like a fiction themed Mystery.
Novel. Models. Bottles. History. Misses Me.
I need a chick with a last name that she tryna lose.
SO i can give her -mine- like I own a lot of coal.
to be cont'd......

[Sharp]

THE[stuck]BOX

i feel like im stuck in a freakin cartoon. Like i'm on Dragon Ball Z and i'm stuck in the moment right before he releases one of the biggest powershots he could possibly conjure up.....
like anxious fingers awaiting the four-count as the Motif prepares to record the masterpiece that rests between yur eyelids and the back of our head.....
like I'm at the milli-second before climax.....wait....gettin a little excited there lol. but yu Get the point.

I am finally about to set out on this ridiculous journey, and take my music where I lead it [NOT] vice versa....

Mixxtape in the works.
Of course you'll Love it. No ?u3stion.

I'm so dead serious about this music. I got a message(s). I got my Team. I got my weapon(s). Beats/Pens/Pads/Mics/Keys/Speakers/Fans = Fatality.

.....I'm a rubber band that just keeps gettin stretched further and further.....
.....you want it to sting so you keep stretching.....
.....your conscience is setting "let it loose, that's good enough", but you keep stretching.....
.....you fear it snapping, but the potential for success is far greater than the potential for demise, so you sttrreettcchhh.....
.....til you're certain it can't take any more and you point it in the way you want it to fly.....
and just let it go.

B[oardR]oom is the hand right now....I'm the rubber band. Still getting stretched. Mixtapes = Ssttrreettcchhh..... No money = Ssttrreettcchhh..... Being told "You're Not Hungry" = Ssttrreettcchhh..... Album not finished yet = Ssttrreettcchhh.....

and now.
:aim:

[sharp]

[Sharp]

Distressed....

lost....
So here I am again. Stuck. In between common sense, and conjured feelings. Trying so hard to disconnect my brain from my heart but the semmingly impossible tasks does nothing but make me long for my attraction even more.
lost....
Is it possible to have such strong feelings for more than one female? Or do I just Love "Love"?? #1 caught me by surprise with how much different she is from what I expected from her. By her looks and 1st impression, i figured, she was stuck-up. either that or she was a hood-rat lol. But she turned out to be the exact opposite, but the age thing came into effect, and I think that might be what's making my infatuation, an.......infatuation. [my lauren london]
#2 is just Mrs. Swag Universe. I never met another female that i connected with on so many levels, the only thing is that I pretty much know she doesn't want to settle down with anyone. and I'm NOT about to try to juggle 'non'-relationships again. My wallet still hates Me for that lol. She WOULD be perfect. [Too Fly]
#3 is my long distance Navy baby. My boo since High School, that I talked to every night before I went to sleep even when i had a girlfriend. She was the theme of about 89% of the arguments i got into with my then-girlfriend. Love Her. (#3 that Is) [Buhfriend]
#4 just happens to be #1's friend. lol. and we ALL work together. Thats foul right?? lol She tried to play me on the age difference from day one. Then sumthing went down with her "then"-boyfriend and she kinda showed her true side. I got D-nyed on the digits lol, but now she is alot cooler. I'm feeling #1 too much though. Numero Tres would make a good friend. [Shourtney]
#5 is the long LOST love that is still some kinda way tangled in this web. Even though her number got deleted from playing too many games over the years, I visited her one time recently and still felt the same way. Still wanted that kiss. [Killa]
^^^ after reviewing the evidence. I think I just Love "Love" a little too much.

Thing is....I always treat any female like she is the center of the universe and I'm just a moon orbitting her. If She lets Me.

I'm feeling #1 & #2 the most for now though. And ACTOBER REID if you reading this....lol....I'm not putting their names out like you do, I'ma gentleman.
:Gate Opens:
:Walks Toward White Light:
:Piano Music:
[Sharp]

Fresh Out The Box

actoberreid.blogspot.com
A-Sharp and Actober Reid project being worked on as we spe....type.
[Sharp]

lol more lookalikes

[Sharp]

......in my Soul, Child. Like Musiq is.

....is it wierd that my too favorite colorrs are black and white?
I think that combo pretty much sums up my life, my personality, my Me-ness. The light and dark side. The fun, funny, creative, musician whose mind seems to always b workin too hard....or the laid back, stay-to-himself, speak-when-spoken-to student who is behind the scenes and as modest as they come. Mr. Cool-as-the-Dark-Side-of-the-Moon or simply Dre.
I never try to be noticed, i just stand-in and blend-out. It's crazy really. I feel like I'm my own opposite. A-Sharp: Oxymoron.



Hip-Hop's Future is lookin brighter than ever....and if you can't see it....

[Sharp]

Who is BoardRoom?

.....well as of right now they could easily be compared to a World War cannon whose fuse has been lit and is now awaiting the final seconds before explosion. The noise we are about to make seems surreal. Right now we're making noise, but its only the constant psssssttttt.....of the flame catching the rope and burning it up until it reaches its destination and......
B(oardr)OOM.....

Cookout yesterday with the exec's and label-mates. Ridiculous....and the crazy part is that it's on camera....The revolution will be televized, and YouTubed, and Blogged about. lol
So far, the sickest on the label would have to be between Cardi, Caz, and our very own Tommy Gunn. We all went IN on the dvd even though it was on some on-the-spot ish. Puddles [beauty-full] was behind the camera and started up a Cypher [ironic?].

MY date? Gorgeous....
I had to show off a lil bit because she was definitely watching.

^^^I digress.....
So after that was over....dropped her off, car trouble, late for Bday get-together [Sorry April], home, sleep.....
Today? ....shower, school, computer lab, OUT.
[Sharp-signing off]

Are you kidding? Seriously?

Soo...
Wake up in the morning and get ready for another exciting day in school....[sarcasm]
after I went thru th routine of gettin dressed and everything, before I set out to leave for school, my mom hops in her little "fly-girl" lexus and starts the engine up. She starts to back out of the driveway and it sounds like she's stuck in some mud or somethin. I hear it and go to the door and just bust out laughin, I don't even know why. I look out the door and her back wheels are not moving at all lol just her front wheels.
if you've ever seen a dog drag itself on a carpet to uh....clean up lol....the you can just imagine how funny it looked.
>>>but thats not even the kicker....the nail in the coffin is that fact that when she called my pops to tell him....AFFTTEERR it already got towed to go to the Lexus dealership.....
my dad snaps when he remembers that He put the emergency brake on last night LOL...
^^ =]
she end up drivin my little car and leaving me outbak to find a ride.....
Love mom Dukes lol

[Sharp]