Distressed....

lost....
So here I am again. Stuck. In between common sense, and conjured feelings. Trying so hard to disconnect my brain from my heart but the semmingly impossible tasks does nothing but make me long for my attraction even more.
lost....
Is it possible to have such strong feelings for more than one female? Or do I just Love "Love"?? #1 caught me by surprise with how much different she is from what I expected from her. By her looks and 1st impression, i figured, she was stuck-up. either that or she was a hood-rat lol. But she turned out to be the exact opposite, but the age thing came into effect, and I think that might be what's making my infatuation, an.......infatuation. [my lauren london]
#2 is just Mrs. Swag Universe. I never met another female that i connected with on so many levels, the only thing is that I pretty much know she doesn't want to settle down with anyone. and I'm NOT about to try to juggle 'non'-relationships again. My wallet still hates Me for that lol. She WOULD be perfect. [Too Fly]
#3 is my long distance Navy baby. My boo since High School, that I talked to every night before I went to sleep even when i had a girlfriend. She was the theme of about 89% of the arguments i got into with my then-girlfriend. Love Her. (#3 that Is) [Buhfriend]
#4 just happens to be #1's friend. lol. and we ALL work together. Thats foul right?? lol She tried to play me on the age difference from day one. Then sumthing went down with her "then"-boyfriend and she kinda showed her true side. I got D-nyed on the digits lol, but now she is alot cooler. I'm feeling #1 too much though. Numero Tres would make a good friend. [Shourtney]
#5 is the long LOST love that is still some kinda way tangled in this web. Even though her number got deleted from playing too many games over the years, I visited her one time recently and still felt the same way. Still wanted that kiss. [Killa]
^^^ after reviewing the evidence. I think I just Love "Love" a little too much.

Thing is....I always treat any female like she is the center of the universe and I'm just a moon orbitting her. If She lets Me.

I'm feeling #1 & #2 the most for now though. And ACTOBER REID if you reading this....lol....I'm not putting their names out like you do, I'ma gentleman.
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