In Like...

just got the worse news ever...

she's leaving...

number one.

headed back to PA for the summer.

Right when we were getting this close.

I won't really understand this for a while. I was ready to all in on this one. She has it all, and as quick as she was brought into my life.....*poof*
The crazy thing is, I'm not supposed to be on no relationship type stuff anymore. After the last one went wrong, I decided I was going to chill until I wanted to get as serious as a relationship could get. I was gonna b on my 'fun-time.'
BUT....
She got me zoning, and I have yet to really let her know. I even, no homo, wrote this song for her. She tells me that we're going to get rich and drop a album with just us too lol. That ish is MAD cute. I'm stuck between like and love, but leaning to the right like a wino.
I really want her to stay.

REALLY.

I wish she would read this So I don't have to tell her to her face, but I only have until Monday to speak my piece.

I've never felt complete with someone who wasn't officially my gf. Jus a friend that I want more from. A Friend that I kissed. That i hug. That I hold. My soon-and-very-soon.

I wish I could keep her here, but.....

[defeated....he drops pen and dissolves]

EXIT